I remember one which was rather strange where there was a fault on the outside lighting circuit very low L-E N-E resistance but not a dead short, it would trip the rcd for that side (split load board) so the homeowner just switched off the MCB and it wouldn't trip the RCD however after running...
Sounds like the main rcd is tripping I've seen this a few times where there is a low IR between cables on one of the circuits but takes a while to really breakdown and cause a fault
I've done it a couple of times before I knew it was a no no as that is what I was shown on my apprenticeship by and old boy as a way of getting yourself out of trouble.
True however with flex sometimes you have to as you tend to get spider legs, I always give em a tug and if they don't pull out then they won't fall out.
But if there is nobody they feel comfortable talking with like family/friends then things like this will only eat away at you in silence
My brother tried to commit suicide last year however they reckon it was more a cry for help and for years he'd been struggling in silence with many things as...
To the OP you should seek professional help even if talking doesn't help there is medication that can help, as for the cycle you talk about its your brain essentially fighting itself, you feel in danger so you have to check and the more you check the more your forcing yourself to find something...
I've met Nick in person he's a nice guy very down to earth, watching his videos I think he does a good job but he's very much a domestic domestic electrician, kitchens, rewires and that's about it
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