I genuinely feel sorry for your situation
I'm sure there must be therapy available that could lesson the abhorrence you feel.
Having experienced dust in the mines,asbestos in old building pipework,disintegrating insulation in attics, a myriad of other ingested particles,lead in the city atmosphere, along with lead in old pipes,diesel and petrol vapours from congested town centres,cotton fibres from yarn spinning,tin poisoning,pollutants from public incinerators and countless other society inflicted harmful pollutants, the average working man would have to class secondary smoking effects a little on the minor scale of concerns he should be feared of